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PS3 ID: griffsta87
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You should too before its too late, cos as I found out. It will fuck you up, no matter how "strong" you are mentally your reality is a faux, and it takes a giant kick in the balls to show you the errors of your ways. I smoked for 5 years, 3 of which would be about an eighth (that's $40 worth of weed i believe) a day or two . Thought I was better than everyone, thought I could handle any weed and smoke it hardcore. I could, but only because I was constantly high. It was my choice to quit that pushed me over the edge.
I cut down to an eighth a week, of hash ($5). Did pretty well until i got green again. One night got stoned off me head and realised my heart was going quick. That combined with the ongoing paranoia of health fears pushed me into flip mode. Full blown panic attack and believe me I was surprised. Cos to me all that stuff is in your head, which it is. Its only when you get out of the routine that you see the difference. I guess my body just got bored.
I love weed and i will miss it, and the only reason I'm writing this is to try to to all you other potheads that one day you will reach the same point as me, and it ain't nice! I'm now currently on meds (beta blockers for my heart, anti biotics for my chest and migraine pills for the headache) it is ALL withdrawl. You won't realise how hard it is until you reach it.
So now i have nothing better to do I'll be back on here, again
I'll be taking out my frustration on shite flash cartoons now, so time to step up the quality.
I do love getting blam points...